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It's in God's hands

Late post That was what my classmate from review school texted me after the Real estate Broker’s exam last  March 16, 2014. And it couldn’t be truer. Why? Grabeh.. Not because the exam was difficult but because a lot of the questions were out of this world. Of course I can’t reveal the questions since they let us signed some sort of confidentiality agreement. But man, a lot of the questions were really absurd. Not only absurd but there were some problems in sentence structures, there were also some erasures and handwritten corrections, which didn’t really correct the errors but introduce yet another error.   Well-- I do not claim to be an expert in giving exams (I’m not even remotely good) but since the ones who made the test questions were distinguished members of the board who were appointed by no less than the President of the Philippines, not to mention experts on their field, – I kindda expected more. But anyway- maybe this is not the time to be so critical- because....
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things i miss

I miss hugging someone. Miss being hugged too. I miss watching someone sleep and wake up. I miss receiving texts asking me if i want to watch this or go to this place. I miss the little kisses. I miss being able to hold hands with someone and just feel the intimacy of it. I miss the deep conversations-and  even the shallow ones. I miss the feeling that even if the whole world gangs up on you- you always will have a safe place to come home to. I miss the feeling that there is always someone who has my back, no matter what. I do miss all of it. I miss the smile i see whenever I go out on a date. I miss not being out of place whenever I go to 'date places'. I miss the discussion that ensues after watching a movie. I miss getting someone else's opinion on things and totally respect it no matter how different it is from mine. I miss having 'breakfast dates' even if it is just in the office pantry o...
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Quotable Quote

You were not a waste of time. You were just a harsh realization that I could do better! :)
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Goodbye

Last night I had a dream about you. The dream was so vivid. I saw you while I was in Gold’s Gym Robinsons Galleria- saw you outside thru the glass wall and I waved at you then I said goodbye. You smiled, I turned my back and then that was it - I woke up. I woke up feeling nostalgic. It is the first time in a long time that I’m admitting I missed what we had. Or a t least what I thought we had. I’m listening now to the song “Especially for You” because I wanna remember how it was like when we had each other. This song was our theme song in the beginning. It sounds corny now but back then it was so popular because MYMP just revived it and their rendition was just so nice. This was my song for you when I was so in love. I remember being in my room, lights out while I was practically thinking about you the whole time with only this song in the background. (I remember also just now how I would practically dive for my phone whenever I hear my nokia message tone because I was so exci...
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Random

'I wont hold you back' by Toto is the kind of song that could make you seriously consider jump off the ship that is Life. Seriously, for me it is THAT powerful. Especially the intro... ".. if i had another chance tonight, I'll tell you that the things we had were right."
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Reboot

i haven't gone to the gym for a week now. Eto na naman ako. For straight one week, every night inaayos ko yung gym bag ko tapos kinabukasan i would wake up at 4 am, pero bakit kaya ganun? I couldnt find the will na dumiretso sa gym. Gising naman ako pero I couldnt move. Ganun lang, nakatingin lang ako pero hindi ako kumikilos. Hay. This all started after Holy week. Nasarapan ata ako sa bakasyon so wala hindi na ako makapag gym. But anyway I consider this a test. I know makakabawi ako. I will try again tomorrow. Hopefully maovercome ko na ang katamaran. God help me.
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I will blog again

I realized after reading all my posts that I want to blog again. Ang dami ko na palang posts. Well I had to revert some to draft dahil hindi na relevant.  Natutuwa ako sa ibang mga naisulat ko. Im thinking now that I was a nice person. Hehhehe. Anyare?! Parang naging jaded na ako?! I need some extensive self assessment. Hehe. 
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