things i miss



I miss hugging someone. Miss being hugged too. I miss watching someone sleep and wake up. I miss receiving texts asking me if i want to watch this or go to this place. I miss the little kisses. I miss being able to hold hands with someone and just feel the intimacy of it. I miss the deep conversations-and  even the shallow ones. I miss the feeling that even if the whole world gangs up on you- you always will have a safe place to come home to. I miss the feeling that there is always someone who has my back, no matter what. I do miss all of it.
I miss the smile i see whenever I go out on a date. I miss not being out of place whenever I go to 'date places'. I miss the discussion that ensues after watching a movie. I miss getting someone else's opinion on things and totally respect it no matter how different it is from mine. I miss having 'breakfast dates' even if it is just in the office pantry or office canteen. I miss having someone wait for me in the finish line of a fun run and then call to warn me to hurry up because the 'biggest loser' is not far behind. haha. Oh gosh! :)
I miss having someone to call or text whenever I have an idea, brilliant or otherwise. :) I miss having someone to guide me because admittedly I am still just a child who is totally clueless about life.
I miss baring my heart and soul to another soul and never worry even for a minute about being judged.

I miss that even without words i feel completely secure and happy just being in the same airspace with the one I love.

ok I miss being in a relationship, I must admit. Who doesnt?

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