Doomed
I know they said na when you look back, don’t look at the beautiful things. Visit mo yung away nyo at lahat ng pangit na nangyare sa inyo.
But to be honest, in our case I couldn’t think of the bad things. Sure it wasn’t all good pero amazingly it’s as if all the negative things about us were erased, ok sige—hidden somewhere in my brains!!! I can’t recall them, and frankly—I don’t want to and need to.
As I have realized— magka wavelength kami, kasi we can talk about almost anything under the sun, we share a lot of things.
Whew, I should stop this. I should seriously stop thinking about the nice things kasi mas hihirap.
I’ll probably exert effort not to think about anything that we’ve done, said etc,.. Tapos na kasi ang Summer.
My heart? Still heavy but a lot better kesa kahapon.
I’m getting better perhaps!
Thank God!
I wonder why I still couldn’t cry.. Is it a good or bad thing?
Maybe bad! Because I should not keep it all inside. I should let it all out.
But what can I do? I just couldn’t cry!
