This time it's for real

I guess I’m finally okay. After much soul searching and crying and being bitter and feeling sad, I believe I found the right path and I’m headed to it.

Hehehe. In tagalog, sa tingin ko, okay na ko. Tanggap ko na at masaya na ko. And this time, I know it’s for real. 

I don’t wish anyone ill na. Seriously, gusto ko lahat maging masaya. So finally, nasasabi ko ito, it just means—I’m ok. And it is a good thing. Inspired ako now, hehehe. At sa araw araw na pag gising ko, na eexcite ako sa maaring mangyare sa akin. Ewan ko ba, kung bakit all these past months, hinayaan kong maging gloomy ang buhay ko, eh masaya naman pala ang mundo. May kulay, basta luminga linga lang at iappreciate mo. Kanina, before coming to office, narinig ko etong song na ito—ang title is Leaving Yesterday behind YATA, di ako masyadong sure though. The chorus goes like this:

So now I’m leaving yesterday behind

And finally I’ve made up my mind

To let the memories stay away

And think about today

I’m leaving yesterday behind

‘Cause now I’ll try to live my life once more

The way I did before

This song is not about bitterness. It’s just about making that choice to move on. Kasi walang mangyayare sa buhay ko kung lagi na lang hold on sa past. Kakasawa na eh. Happy na naman dapat..

Oo, I was hurt, but it was something everyone had to go through, hindi lang ako noh! 

Hahaha... I knew from the very start that it wasnt forever.

Ngayon, okay na. Gusto kong istart ang 2011 ko ng masaya. Kaya ngayon palang I choose na to be happy and to let go of all sadness kasi it’s not helping me and it is such a waste of my precious time. Some would argue that I already wasted 5 years so if I still dwell on the past then many more time would be wasted. I want to be my old gorgeous charming self. Hehehe!!! Arte lang!

It's the best choice, sometimes!

So, if anyone is going through a hard time now or kung makakarelate man sa akin, wag kang papatalo. Remember:

Totoo yan! I've been there, done that! :)

Kung may di ka maintindihan sa ngayon, ayos lang yan. Ako din dati, nahirapan maintindihan. Pero magiging okay din ang lahat, believe it or not! Have faith!

"Someday, everything will all make perfect sense, so for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that whatever happens, happens for a reason."

PS. All pictures in this specific post, I got from the net. Credit to owners.